bad day
I had a very bad day at work…
Today, i got scolded for a very STUPID reason from a trainer! Yes, she is a trainer (fyi trainers hold high qualifacation), yet she behave as if she has not been educated before.. Old people always tell us you must look at the two sides of the coin. Yup, education has both pros and cons. Some of the highly educated “professionals” will not give a damn to the others, they basically do not have very high EQ & anger management.. its really sad to see this. What’s the point of education after all? Just to have more digit in your bank book? I wish life will not turn out to be so boring..
Back to today. I was shocked by the words came out from her mouth. Really shocked. I didn’t expect such things would happen in the evnironment i am working at.. yes i am silly, i am naive, and i wish the whole world to be angels. However, devils always exist . I was blackout for a couple of minutes. (haiz…) I dun know how i walked to AD’s place n tell him the whole story. Feel thankful as AD is on my side and he tried to help me solve the problem. until the momenet i saw bf.. totally break-down! I was lost for the rest of the day.. it really demoralised me a lot. At the dinner, bf said i should be more brave to face it and close the case myself. After so much consideration, Yes! I did it and i really feel much better now. Bf ask me to plant good seeds rather than the bad ones, yes he sounds like a monk..
And now i am sitting down in front of the pc, i start to think. In school, we are not taught to deal with nasty people & experience through the hard time when came out to the society. And now we are out, everything could happen, we have to learn to swim by ourselves in order to survive in this giant pool. It’s almost been a year when i started working in this place. Was drowning few times, thanks to the people around me ( you know who you are ) to pull me out of the water and offer me a piece of dry towel. But i know there will be times you are not there to save me, and eventually i need to learn how to swim.
a bad day to remember, or a good day to grow up, it all depends on individual. People who are struggling like me in work/study/life, just want to let you know, if you are experiencing the worst part of your life, just wait! Good time is about to come.. and we should always prepare to change for the better.
Good nite peers, i really hope it will be a better day tomorrow.
做你的男人
东京纽约每个地点
带你去坐幸福的地下铁
散步逛街找点音乐
累了我就帮你提高跟鞋
塞车停电哪怕下雪
每天都有要和你过情人节
星光音乐一杯热咖啡
只想给你所有浪漫情节
让我做你的男人
24个小时不睡觉
小心翼翼的保持这种热情不退烧
不管世界多纷挠
我们俩紧紧的拥抱
隐隐约约我感觉有微笑
藏在你嘴角
做你的男人
24个小时不睡觉
让胆小的你在黑夜中也会有个依靠
就算有一天爱会变少人会变老
就算没告诉过你也知道
下辈子还要和你遇到
—- 真的有这么好的男人吗？
Happy 牛 Year!
Happy 牛 Year !
新年快乐， Everyone! Have you made your new year resolution? Hmmm, I have a big one — be a backpacker and travel around the world 
Hohoho… not easy right! Maybe i should set this as a life target 
heeheeheehee..
想去旅行哦
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CYN is coming…
Today, one of my colleagues asked me a question which made me feel so uneasy.. I thought I can always pretend that I am a lucky & happy gal, but i can’t! People will always remind me I am not, I am not… yes I am a fool.
what am I doing now?! Nobody knows…
好傻！
its xmas season
After paying for sch fees and air tickets, my pocket has shrunk tremendously =( well, i am not being nagative on the figures.. they will come back when you start saving.. although its not easy..its hard to resist from buying.. esp bags =)
one day i was packing my store room, i realised i only used 1/7 of the total number of bags i have… think abt it, its really a waste to spend and keep them in the store room like this. hmmm.. need to think carefully before spending.
everyone is talking about recession, abt poor economic, and people start saving. but the economist would tell you to spend, beacuse tat’s the only way to boost up the economic. till now, i cant really feel the impact of the recession (maybe it will happen in the near future), I’m still contented and looking-forward for a better year.
next year will be a “balance” btw work & school & family & friends & love, i wish i can handle it well.
Flying off in 3 days time for holiday.. woohoo! Sorry excos, I can’t attend the xmas party..
darling, will you miss me when i am absent?
Hero vs Joker
Yeah! Obama won!! He is the kind of man really inspire people.. hope he can really make change to US n to the whole world!
- world peace-
Look at the other former leader, he is really a joker! Trying so hard to make fool of himself, hais.
self-reflection
After we had a deep long talk, finally i realised its time for some self-reflection.. For the good or for the better. I hope i can pass through the “test”..
and I hope.. Obama would be the next US president! 
Being close doesnt mean been together, that’s what i’ve found out recently. You can be physically close all the time, but what matters the heart is not determine by the distance of your physical body.. sometimes, we are really lack of somehing.
Maybe we are too comfortable with each other, we intend to take it for granted. You would call your friend or chat on the net just to ask them “How’s your day?”, “How’s your work?”, “How’s everything?” or share interesting topics. But you wouldnt call her or chat with her when you are being so close to each other. bcos it seems so unnecessary when you are being physically close. you suppose you know everything happened to her. Heart-to-heart sessions are getting less, topics are getting lesser too. But If i were her, i would be more den happy to receiver calls with your concerns and cares den anything else.
Excuses putting aside, hope i didnt take you for granted..
what abt you?
one day..
last weekend was spent at Redang. I really think everything is so nice over there. the beach, the weather, the food. the people etc. Although we have to take 12 hours journey to reach there and another 12 hours to come back, its totally worth the price & time! Yeah, its fucking good..
memories are always to be kept, i will miss this little Island & the time we spent tgt..
“one day…” you know =)
-love-
