今天师姐Elise的女儿满月，去看了她，升级为妈妈的她让我感觉有点不真实，印象中的她还是跟我一起在带团..这一晃也有2,3年了。希望她的女儿能快高长大，全家幸福美满。

Today, i got scolded for a very STUPID reason from a trainer!  Yes, she is a trainer (fyi trainers hold high qualifacation), yet she behave as if she has not been educated before.. Old people always tell us you must look at the two sides of the coin. Yup, education has both pros and cons. Some of the highly educated “professionals” will not give a damn to the others, they basically do not have very high EQ & anger management.. its really sad to see this. What’s the point of education after all? Just to have more digit in your bank book? I wish life will not turn out to be so boring..

Back to today. I was shocked by the words came out from her mouth. Really shocked. I didn’t expect such things would happen in the evnironment i am working at..  yes i am silly, i am naive, and i wish the whole world to be angels. However, devils always exist . I was blackout for a couple of minutes. (haiz…) I dun know how i walked to AD’s place n tell him the whole story. Feel thankful as AD is on my side and he tried to help me solve the problem. until the momenet i saw bf.. totally break-down! I was lost for the rest of the day.. it really demoralised me a lot. At the dinner, bf said i should be more brave to face it and close the case myself. After so much consideration, Yes! I did it and i really feel much better now. Bf ask me to plant good seeds rather than the bad ones, yes he sounds like a monk..

And now i am sitting down in front of the pc, i start to think. In school, we are not taught to deal with nasty people & experience through the hard time when came out to the society. And now we are out, everything could happen, we have to learn to swim by ourselves in order to survive in this giant pool. It’s almost been a year when i started working in this place. Was drowning few times, thanks to the people around me ( you know who you are ) to pull me out of the water and offer me a piece of dry towel. But i know there will be times you are not there to save me, and eventually i need to learn how to swim.

a bad day to remember, or a good day to grow up, it all depends on individual. People who are struggling like me in work/study/life,  just want to let you know, if you are experiencing the worst part of your life, just wait! Good time is about to come.. and we should always prepare to change for the better.

Good nite peers, i really hope it will be a better day tomorrow.

—-  真的有这么好的男人吗？

新年快乐， Everyone! Have you made your new year resolution? Hmmm, I have a big one —  be a backpacker and travel around the world

Hohoho… not easy right! Maybe i should set this as a life target

heeheeheehee..

想去旅行哦

Today, one of my colleagues asked me a question which made me feel so uneasy.. I thought I can always pretend that I am a lucky & happy gal, but i can’t!  People will always remind me I am not, I am not… yes I am a fool.

what am I doing now?!  Nobody knows…

好傻！

one day i was packing my store room, i realised i only used 1/7 of the total number of bags i have… think abt it, its really a waste to spend and keep them in the store room like this. hmmm.. need to think carefully before spending.

everyone is talking about recession, abt poor economic, and people start saving. but the economist would tell you to spend, beacuse tat’s the only way to boost up the economic. till now, i cant really feel the impact of the recession (maybe it will happen in the near future), I’m still contented and looking-forward for a better year.

next year will be a “balance” btw work & school & family & friends & love, i wish i can handle it well.

Flying off in 3 days time for holiday.. woohoo!  Sorry excos, I can’t attend the xmas party..

- world peace-

Look at the other former leader, he is really a joker! Trying so hard to make fool of himself, hais.

and I hope.. Obama would be the next US president!

why is there discrimination exist? Do i really have to change something which cant be changed AT ALL??

how i wish i dun have to deal with all these troubles.. but i cant..

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